We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Grief

by Cal n²

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
Denial 02:10
2.
Anger 02:40
3.
Bargaining 02:20
4.
Depression 03:30
5.
Acceptance 03:20

about

The concept for this album was something I considered making into the soundtrack of a small game.

In spring 2018, when I was in college, I took an introductory C++ programming class. For the final project, the class was split into three groups, each of which would make a small text-based game (about five minutes of gameplay). As we figured out what we could and couldn't accomplish, the concept for our game went through a few major iterations. Eventually, we settled on a format that I would describe as "a visual novel without visuals." The story centered around a man working through the five stages of grief in a comatose dream, after losing his daughter in a car accident.

I considered making a soundtrack of simple, ambient tunes to convey the basic emotions of each stage, but I didn't feel like I had the time. After the semester was over, I still wanted to write some music based on this concept. So, I challenged myself to do something different--I would write a short and simple tune in a single day, for each of the five stages. I would record a session of me playing various chords, and then I would take parts of those sessions and work them into an actual song. In my commitment to the challenge, I told myself I had to finish the song enough to upload it to SoundCloud within the day. No second-guessing myself! It was a fun challenge, and I think the result was pretty cool!

credits

released March 11, 2022

All music credits: Cal n²
Cover art: Cal n²

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Cal n² Georgia

Amateur electronic music producer since early 2014; forever experimenting.

contact / help

Contact Cal n²

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Cal n², you may also like: